Sunday, June 14, 2009

Just frustrated...

With everything.  Myself, the kids, D, everything.  I don't know if it is losing Colm or the stress from work.  I just don't know.  

I have to work 12 hour shifts all week and I am not looking forward to that.  I don't think I have a modified schedule for patients either, and I am not looking forward to that.  I need to make a follow-up with the midwives, really not looking forward to THAT.  I am looking forward to vacation in July, it can't come soon enough.

I guess I don't feel like saying anything right now.  I thought I did, but now not so much.  I feel like I am neglecting this though and that if I don't write here I won't be accomplishing my gaol for this page, which is to help me through this junk.


  1. You are in my thoughts. It is ok to have nothing to say. The nothingness speaks louder at times then all the words in the world. I am praying that peace will come to you.

  2. Wow, Joy said it so much better than I could. I did want to share, if it helps even a sliver, that when I read your "about me", I felt the hope and I believe you will get there, Meg.

    Gentle hugs, I'm so sorry this has happened to you Meg.


  3. Thanks ladies. It does seem to help. There are times I want to 'talk' and even my DH doesn't quite get it, so the blog does seem to be a good thing at those times.