But, then I would miss it. I love being in the military. I love serving for my country. It is who I am. My entire adult life has been dedicated to service. I don't want to just turn my back on it. Did I mention that this is beyond stressful?
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Okay, so I lied
Reading over the other post, I guess it is bad. No, work wasn't but everything associated with it is. It sucks, it sucks a lot. And I don't want to deal with it. I just want it all to go away. I just want to say screw it, and not even try to re-enlist. Just get out. I could do that. And I have about 60 days of leave, so my last day would be in August. Do you know how nice that sounds? Less than three months until I could have freedom? God it sounds just so tempting. Just screw it and move on in life. If I don;t have to worry about re-enlistment most of my stress would go away. Of course it would open up new stress. But, I can pass my licensing test. I could get that and work a civilian job. I might not make as much, but I could do it. I would be happier. Less bullshit to put up with.