Small steps

I went to the grocery store today.  It only took a week to decide I should do it.  Well, I shouldn't have, but someone had to and I don't think David was going.  I saw one person I know, I said hi and left it at that.  He asked how I was doing and I stumbled I wanted to say, 'sad' but instead I said, 'okay.'  Why do we lie like that?  I am not okay.  I have been down all day today, so why do I lie?

My friend is coming over tomorrow.  I am looking forward to it.  We get together every few weeks and hang out.  Tomorrow is tapas, shrimp, beef and garlic...yum.